my muse

my father abbandoned me
sometime after he abandoned himself
i have no freinds except you
and
im so afraid
like this bottle your dark
like my flag your red
like my arms
you are crimson
cause i never knew love
until i met you
and your that good kind
thats everybody tells me is so bad
but i know you
my muse
i know you
but you know me
better than i know myself
my muse
cause were in the dark together
and pain never felt better
and everything
is
crimson
just like you
my muse